Havertown Road in Mourning (Pantoum)
A poem by Ali Widdoes
Havertown Road in Mourning (Pantoum)
On Havertown road in bedroom lit morning
the Fisher-Price farmhouse letters in sun
old crayons to color, the pages imploring
and Popsicle sheaths held in hands, sticky thumb
the Fisher-Price farmhouse letters in sun
a game of Old Maid, cards fanned out in warning
and Popsicle sheaths held in hands, sticky thumb
my dad reads the paper beside me, its morning
a game of Old Maid, cards fanned out in warning
“Let’s bike ride to Hillstream,” father-daughter-sun
my dad reads the paper beside me, its morning
the far-fetched odd stories on bike ride begun
“Let’s bike ride to Hillstream,” father-daughter-sun
his slicing of apples in kitchen commands
the far-fetched odd stories on bike ride begun
Dad cutting up pancakes on top of my hands
his slicing of apples in kitchen commands
the whispers of tales I do not comprehend
Dad cutting up pancakes on top of my hands
while ten-speed goes ticking, cannot apprehend
the whispers of tales I do not comprehend
heavy eyelids asleep in the backseat of the car
while ten-speed goes ticking, cannot apprehend
my Dad’s all-day drinks, ice cubes clang in the car
heavy eyelids asleep in the backseat of the car
earmuffs of fake fur can’t displace the disgrace
my Dad’s all-day drinks, ice cubes clang in the car
fifth grade he breaks all of the bones in his face
earmuffs of fake fur can’t displace the disgrace
eyes far and forlorn, the vapor of Michelob
fifth grade he breaks all of the bones in his face
car explodes to the fore, crawls on side of the road
eyes far and forlorn, the vapor of Michelob
the snap of a polaroid, whip it dry in the sun
car explodes to the fore, crawls on side of the road
hot tears I don’t see who he is in the sun
the snap of a polaroid, whip it dry in the sun
he looks cold, not the same, picture limp in my hands
hot tears I don’t see who he is in the sun
His mind slips away from us all as unplanned
he looks cold, not the same, picture limp in my hands
phantom floats in my brain with a stain still undone
his mind slips away from us all as unplanned
the Fisher-Price farmhouse letters in sun

About the Author:
Ali Widdoes is an entertainment professional, writer and producer based in Los Angeles. Born in Wilmington, Delaware, she graduated from University of Delaware with a bachelor’s degree in French language and literature, and holds an MBA from Pepperdine University. Currently pursuing an MFA in creative writing from Mount Saint Mary’s University, she resides in Los Angeles with her life partner Dean Alioto, an independent filmmaker.
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