I’m Older Than My Mother Ever Got to Be
A poem by Suzanne Dudley
I’m Older Than My Mother Ever Got to Be
Memories of my mother can arrive
like apple blossoms.
Pale pink buds,
delicate, a hint of perfume.
They may glide like mist,
shapeshifting
with every shaft of sunlight,
the slow heat from an October lake.
Others like a coin of moon
slip between the cushions
of dusk’s blue hills.
I try to receive
as the little girl I still am–
the one that shares secrets with dogs,
the pussy willows, peonies, and the dragonflies.
I savor the memories,
hold them on my tongue
like a sacrament
until they dissolve,
return to the surging deep sky,
and render me once again
a castaway in an ocean of stars.

About the Author:
Suzanne Dudley’s poems have appeared in a few literary magazines and the 2020 book, Dreams and Blessings: Six Visionary Poets. Nature figures prominently in her writing and as a resident of New Hampshire, it provides lessons, challenges, and joy. She works as a life and leadership coach and can be reached via her website: suzannedudleyschon.com.
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